Hi . I am sorry to hear you are struggling with your HS. This disease can certainly take a toll, and hiding it can increase any negative feelings you have. I hope this community can offer any support you need and help you through. I encourage you, if you haven't already, talking to your doctor about your struggles with pregnancy. This site also has some information about sharing and hiding your diagnosis, like this article: https://hsdisease.com/living/isolation-hiding. We are here for you. -Isela, Team Member